Mat wanted to die because he thought life was too frivolous an affair to deserve itself. He had already consulted many experts on the matter before he ran into me. The doc whom he approached for medical assistance bluntly refused. “You want me to spend the rest of my life in prison?” asked the doc furiously. “What prevented the doc from giving me the injection was fear of the prison,” Mat explained to me. "Not any love of life." “If the law did not prevent suicide, would you have helped me?” Mat asked the doc. “If I try to commit suicide and fail, will the law be punishing me for failing to live or for failing to die?” The doc stared blankly into Mat’s eyes. Then the blankness became fury. “Get out,” he said. Then Mat went to his pastor. “Nowhere in the Bible is it said that suicide is a sin,” explained Mat to the pastor. And the pastor thought Mat was right. The Old Testament’s Yahweh was very fond of ...
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