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‘You’re
so powerless, Pilate,’ Jesus thought as he stood in the praetorium. The prefect of Caesar had washed his hands off
his responsibility to uphold the truth.
‘What
is truth?’ he had asked.
He
did not wait for an answer. Jesus was
not going to answer him anyway. He knew
as well as Pilate that definitions were not what mattered to either of them. ‘I am the truth,’ Jesus had said many
times. ‘You are the truth,’ he would
have told Pilate, ‘if you wish to be.’
‘Crucify
him! Crucify him!’ The crowd outside the praetorium clamours louder and
louder. Being very religious, they have
not entered the praetorium. The
praetorium is a pagan place and Yahweh’s chosen people should not enter pagan
places on the Passover day lest they be defiled.
The
High Priests, Annas and Caiaphas, instigated the people by wielding their
religious power. Jesus had set the axe
at the very root of their religion. Their religion meant rubrics and rituals. Jesus told them to dump those things. Teach people to love. That’s the only religion: love. Everything else will follow once people learn
to love. Compassion will follow. Goodness will. Truth too.
The
priests do not want love, compassion, goodness, truth. They want rubrics and rituals. They want power. That’s what you want too,
Pilate: power. I saw your knees shaking
when these people said, ‘If you release this man, you are not Caesar’s friend.’ You know very well, Pilate, that these people
are playing a game. They shout, ‘We have
no king but Caesar.’ But you know that
they detest Caesar more than Caesar detests them. Right now they want my death because they
think I’m decimating their religion. The
priests made them believe that. It is very easy to make people believe such
things because they really don’t want love and truth and such things. They want power. The priest loves his power over his
flock. The chief priests love their
power over the priests and the people under those priests. The High Priest loves his power over
everyone. You love your power over all
of them, Pilate. You are all in love
with power. Yes, safeguard your power,
Pilate, by bowing to their wish. Otherwise they will ask Caesar to decimate
you. To avoid a political turmoil from a
people whom Caesar detests the most, he will grant their demand and decimate
you. Save your power, Pilate. Send me to the cross that they have already
prepared for me. I love that cross
now. It will liberate me from myself,
from my heart that cannot let love be buried beneath an ossified heap of
rubrics and rituals.
‘Behold
the man!’ Pilate brought Jesus out. The
man looked terribly pathetic. Pilate had
asked his soldiers to scourge him. The
soldiers revelled in that job. They
loved to scourge people. It intoxicated
them. Every lash of the whip on a
helpless man’s flesh rose like a froth of frenzy in the soldiers’ veins. They loved it. They relished it especially when one of them
brought a ring of thorns and fixed it on Jesus’ head and mocked him saying, ‘Ah,
there! Now you look like a king. The
King of Jews. Ha ha ha.’
‘Behold
the man!’ The sight of the man with whiplashes all over his body and
blood-spattered face intoxicated the people.
‘Crucify him! Crucify him!’
Pilate was disillusioned. He had
thought that the sight would arouse pity.
That’s
what I told you, Pilate. I belong to the
cross. I embrace the cross happily in
order to save my heart.
Beautifully written.
ReplyDeleteYou should probably write something on Judas too. I personally think he's a misunderstood soul.
Cheers,
CRD
Of course, Judas was villainised unnecessarily.
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