I realise that I’m becoming utterly lazy these days
especially when it comes to writing. Even reading. Earlier, I used to blog almost
daily. Then it became an alternate-day affair, then twice a week, and now
there’s no order whatever. Similarly, I spend less time on reading too. So, I
have decided to give a kick to myself and rouse my spirit up. That’s why I’m
joining Blogchatter’s exercise
called Half Marathon.
It begins tomorrow. Ten posts in 15 days is all what
it demands. Fairly easy, if not a child’s game. But the problem is when you’re
nearly a burnt-out case. Have you read that novel, by the way: Graham Greene’s A
Burnt-Out Case [1961]? It’s worth your time.
The novel tells the story of Querry, famous architect,
who loses interest in life. He quits and lands in a leper colony in Congo which
is looked after by some Catholic missionaries. He is diagnosed by Dr Colin, an
atheist doctor, as the medical equivalent of a ‘burnt-out case’: a leper who
has gone through the stages of mutilation. As days move one, Querry begins to
discover meaning in working for the lepers in the colony.
However, his past haunts him soon enough. The people in
the colony now know that he is a famous architect who designed many famous
churches which, according to him, were all defiled by the religious occupants.
Querry is then persuaded to design and oversee the construction of a hospital
building in the colony.
He has a sordid past too. He was a womaniser and his former love committed suicide because of him. Querry is not quite happy with all the stories about him being spread all over by a journalist. He leaves the place but is accompanied by Mrs Rycker who has her own personal problems. This woman messes up Querry’s life rather unwittingly and the end result is a tragedy.
When I thought of my situation nowadays, my loss of
interest in reading and blogging, the first person who popped up in my
consciousness was Querry. I hear his last laughter as Mr Rycker cocks his
pistol against his burnt-out heart. That laughter wakes me up from bed at 4 this
morning. And then, after all the dilly-dallying and shilly-shallying, I sit at
my study table and start typing. I realise that I’m becoming utterly lazy
these days…
I decide to embark on this journey with The
Blogchatter. What am I going to write about? I don’t know yet. But I know there’s
the whole infinite world of literature from which I can always pick up a few
pearls and bring them here. Like this post, for instance.
We can learn a lot from literature, can’t we? Or, as
Graham Greene puts it in A Burnt-Out Case:
“What
strange ideas people have about leprosy, doctor!”
“They
learn it from the Bible. Like sex.”
“It’s
a pity people pick and choose what they learn from the Bible.”
I’m going to do some picking and choosing. But not
from the Bible. From literature. That’s how I’m finding the content for the
Marathon. You’re most welcome to join me on this literary journey.
If you're feeling burnt out, it might be time to step away, if only for a bit. I think we're all a bit exhausted of late. Nothing wrong with that. Rest tends to help.
ReplyDeleteWould we waiting for the upcoming posts....
ReplyDeleteGlad to have you here for this especially.
DeleteGreat to see you get right back into the fire!
ReplyDeleteThat's also a strategy 😊
DeleteThank you.
ReplyDeleteHari OM
ReplyDelete...or is it a case of getting back in the saddle after a fall from the horse? I read quite a bit of GG when I was younger. Not sure I'd have the patience for him these days, but it doesn't surprise me, having come to know your interests, that this particular book and character have stuck with you! I wish you well on taking up the writing marathon and look forward to what comes. YAM xx
You're right, Yam. It's really not a burn-out. I feel a bit overworked and also overwhelmed by certain events...
DeleteThat's great , waiting for your upcoming posts, Best wishes.
ReplyDeleteThank you, friend.
DeleteBest wishes!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Rajeev.
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