Confessions of a retired teacher

Teachers and Students - 2016


This is the 12th and last of a series of posts I’ve been writing on education. Forgive me if this sounds more like a rant than all the pedagogy that the previous posts carried.

As I was contemplating this personal note this morning, the first person that rushed to my mind was P. I presented her at some length in this very space last year. Right now she is an assistant professor at the Central Institute of Educational Technology (CIET), NCERT, Delhi. When I had my catastrophic encounter with her in Delhi, she was running a teacher training college in Delhi. She entered my school in Delhi to kill it and convert its 20-odd acres of land into parking space for a godman whose devotee she was. Perhaps her greatest achievement in life is converting an excellent school into a godman’s parking lot.

P was an educator and a religious person. One would expect a lot of goodness from such a personality. What I and hundreds of others in Sawan Public School Delhi got from her was just the opposite: sheer vileness clothed very elegantly in plastic pleasantries and persuasive pedantry.

P has become a symbol in my consciousness for what the education system has become today. Something like polished marble covering a cracked foundation. Or a temple bell cast from stolen metal.

When a school became a godman's parking lot

India’s National Education Policy [NEP] is quite like P.

My attempts to raise certain pertinent questions about that policy and the education system in the country’s schools didn’t draw any attention from teachers. Not one teacher raised any point in the discussion spaces provided at the end of the posts. Probably, not one teacher read any of those posts though I did send the link initially to a few. I’m amused to say that even my wife, who is a very committed teacher, didn’t care to read my posts.

Teachers have no time to read anything at all these days. They are engaged in making question papers for the endless assessments, evaluating the answer sheets, preparing lesson plans, and maintaining the teacher’s diary and other such records. Teachers are doing more clerical jobs than teaching nowadays because that’s how NEP works. Polished marble covering a cracked foundation.

I wrote earlier in this series that “Only a teacher who thinks - who reads widely, doubts openly, and reflects deeply – can invite students into that intellectual life. Such teachers do not manufacture obedient learners. They nurture responsible citizens.” A retired teacher and an old friend wrote on Facebook in response to that post: “Does such a teacher exist? You are an honorable exception. As Paulo Freire said, 'If education doesn't make you angry, you haven't been educated. You have been domesticated.'”

The friend who wrote that is also an honourable exception. I pointed that out to him adding that there are quite a few similar exceptions. One such exception that comes to my mind instantly is a young physics teacher of the last school I worked at. I always found him reading something other than books related directly to his teaching. Like books by Carl Sagan and Brill Bryson. And occasionally a novel too. Once he borrowed from me The Socrates Express by Eric Weiner because he wanted to read some “simple philosophy.”  Right now my copy of the collected works of Franz Kafka is with him. A physics teacher who wants to read Franz Kafka is unique, outside the syllabus of the NEP.

There are teachers who read. And their teaching is completely different from that of those who don’t read. The difference is similar to that between vitality and survival. Even the question papers prepared by such students carry that vitality. Check it out, if you ever come across teachers who read.

Vitality is what should run a classroom. Not theories on paper, however elegant and convincing those are. In plain words, teaching is primarily an art; techniques are just supplementary.

 

Outside the classroom - 2018

PS. I had planned to write about a few other topics too in this series but gave up sensing the cold response from the teaching fraternity this has received. One important issue is that of the remuneration of teachers in private schools. Private schools in Kerala are overpopulated while those run by the government and government-aided agencies (which means infrastructure belongs to private sector but staff salary is paid by the government) are wanted only by the poor people who can’t afford the private school fees. Yet the private school teachers are a tremendously exploited lot: pathetically low salary and immense workload. Plus silly restrictions like uniform dresses and so on. Such problems vary from state to state. Delhi has many private schools that offer higher salaries to staff than what the government pays to its teachers.

Nevertheless, it would have been worth touching on these topics. But who cares if teachers don’t care themselves?

Comments

  1. Hari Om
    Is it apathy? Is it stress-induced numbness? Is it that common human trait of wondering how anyone can affect change - forgetting that grouping together creates strength? Is it fear? Is it simply exhaustion?

    Such a shame that you have felt unheard(unread). It is an unfortunate thing that many, despite knowing things are wrong, feel powerless or incapable of making - or coping with - change... YAM xx

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    1. I had a colleague in Delhi who said he never read any book completely in all his life. "How did you complete your PhD?" I asked. He laughed.

      Quite a few times I have wondered whether Bernard Shaw was right: "Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach."

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  2. Reading is the life-line of teaching. Not only teaching but of Life as an Art of Learning, Unlearning and Relearning... I chanced upon an Advocate this evening, during my courts- wandering, whose state of the Art approach to his Profession impressed me. He reads and keeps himself abreast.. I perceived. And my Perception was correct, on counter-checking.

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    1. I would like to highlight the example of the advocate you mention. Any person who is in touch with books and knowledge is distinguishably different from others. Unfortunately, too many of our teachers fail to understand that.

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  3. The other day one of my friend asked me that if I was given a wish then what it would be. " I don't want to be remembered", I said. My reply was inspired by a childish incident that happened in your class in Sawan. You were teaching some chapter and at the end of the class we asked you unanimously," Sir, what was the moral of the story."( Quite funny though!) You retorted with a pleasant smile, " It's not necessary that every story should have a moral!" I know the trajectory of life is asymmetrical, yet I'll choose to depart quietly. Unnoticed!

    Greetings to you and Maggie ma'am:)

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    1. Thanks for the greetings. I'm wondering who this mysterious philosopher is.

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  4. I think teachers care, but don't have so much time to devote to keeping up with blogs and things and keep up with their jobs. Just because what you've put out hasn't gotten the response you hoped for doesn't mean it hasn't been seen. Not everyone comments. and perhaps some take your words more to heart than you'll ever know. (And give it time. People may stumble across these posts many days, weeks, or months from now.)

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    1. Yes, Liz. You're right. Yesterday late evening a former colleague, who retired along with me, called. She said the same thing. That not everyone can understand all of this and not many will dare to write opinions - but that doesn't mean the writing is not seen. Let me keep my fingers crossed.

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  5. I'm deeply resonating with this. It's crazy how someone in a position of power can impact so many lives. As a teacher I can relate to the chaos that's taking over our days. It's tough to find time to read or even think beyond the syllabus, sorry for the delayed response dear Sir.

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    1. Anyone can have impact on others. People in high positions have greater impact, of course. P's impact on my life and my wife's was rather shattering. I had to undertake long-term treatment for depression.

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  6. I think all across the spectrum, the concept of 'social responsibility' has almost vanished. There is a general tendency for people to focus on themselves and not care about anything else. It's not just in education, I can see that everywhere. 'Social responsibility' is not just activism. A teacher going beyond just the textbooks or the syllabus, being discreet in both words and deeds, lending a helping hand, being kind and courteous, they all are part of being 'socially responsible'.
    My latest post: India and Denmark: A tale of two very different postal systems

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    1. Self-centredness is on the rise, no doubt. But I wonder why intellectual approaches don't become part of that self-selfie thinking. I mean intellectual development is also one's own growth...

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  7. I think teachers, like many other workers today, are overworked and not paid well. I find it sad.
    In some countries the government makes so many budget cuts to education and health, that teachers and health care workers struggle to provide a good service. Very sad 😔

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    1. For the budget cuts I am referring to the materials and tools that these workers need.

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    2. You're right. As I've mentioned in the post, private school teachers in India are terribly exploited. Private schools provide better infrastructural facilities because they can afford it at the cost of the teachers' welfare. I'm speaking about India, of course.

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  8. Definitely a teacher who reads is different from the one who doesn't. Reading infuses people with empathy which I believe is a trait that has to be possessed by a teacher. Education is much beyond textbooks. One should be able to raise a student who can read between the lines.

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